You have plenty of flaws, you must have, everyone does.
And so do I ! I smoke, I drink I don't take things seriously, I laugh as much as I cry, and I get attached. I go crazy emotional but love deeply. I also give a lot, and pray a lot for you. I am honest, faithful, generous and can be a lot of fun.
But I am also scared a lot, run away a lot, I'm always late, and change my mind a lot.
It's what makes me human. I can make one happy, angry, and sometimes crazy. But I still love with all my heart and wish to make something beautiful out of it.
Anyways, my point is. I only go crazy when I'm insecure. When I don't know what the other person feels/thinks/wants. I am very curious, hence if I can't find out, I may lose it. I don't do that to play with your mind, or for fun, I do that because I can also be weak sometimes. Ans trust me, that is anything but fun !
I have a lot of faith in you. Call it instinct, or an intuition. But it's all plentiful positive energy. And I am not ready to let go of that. I think we can make it, you and me. We can make something magical out of this. I just need you to be willing to give a try, to make a move, take a risk with me, live. If it works out, great, we would have the most amazing time, make a lot of precious memories, and share some wonderful experiences.
If not, and if I am wrong and was wrong from the beginning, then so be it, it's a sad thing, but at least we would have tried, we would have lived.
Perhaps I am taking this too far. Perhaps I am being all dreamy again. But your eyes couldn't have lied, and my heartbeat racing like that couldn't be random. It must be something, it has to be.
The one who could only write this, but couldn't shake it and click send.